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Life is hard. hMmm...Anyone went fortune telling before?? Did this when i was just born leh... Hehee... Pester my mom to dig out that piece of paper the fortune teller wrote on...Certain parts (legible ones) damn true loh... My told me he said that if i were to get wounds on my face it'll be very easy to get scars that won't heal... (stranGe hor... Fortune teller can actually *suan* de chu this kind of things...) It's true! I've got obvious scars on my face which i've gotten them when i'm real young... Even before i enter primary school. By right they should have gone away since it's like more than 10yrs ago thing and i'm still so young! Read through the paper, some words that he wrote are real 'unreadable'... *shAkEs hEaD* Haiz... Told mama i wana go back to him and let him tell my fortune again but mum says he's dead liao leh... pianG eHh... If it says i will get married from 22-24 years old (chinese age) will i really get married at this age?? (I'm 22 years old for lunar calender liao leh...hMm...) If it says i'll give birth at 26-28 years old will i really give birth at this age?? I'm really really really very curious about it... Got a contact somewhere le... Thinking of whether to make that call for an appointment anot... *shrUGs* Btw there's an ulcer on my tongue... *bOo hOo HoO* !!! Very pain loh... It's not like those that's on my inner lips where i can bite it (yes... I do that. =P ) It's on mOi tongue nor! Feel so uncomfortable! It's at the tip of my tongue so my inner lip keep on feeling that one small lump against it... URGGgGgg!!! No school for tmr! Gona skip lecture.. Hehee... TekMedia called mOi le... Next wed going for training and here i'm back again after a year for RoadshOWs~ wEeEee~ I'm happy coz it's damn good money. But it also means damn long working hours and damn bloody crowds and damn lots of talking and damn lots of entertaining to do... Haiz... No choice... I need money... If i could tio Toto or 4D... Then i can go back to my taitai life again... How i wish.............................. I duno why but i've sort of given up my taitai life since early this year... Why did i gave it up...? For the whole of this year i've downgraded myself. In the past everyone knows, Jacki's never short of money. She'll buy whatever she wants without much thinking... She goes for good food to fill her stomach. Everyday seems like shopping day for her. She never worries about money and no there's no need for part time jobs. (only for fun) She lead a carefree life never worried about anything. She's happy then... Then. Why after slightly less than a year her life's changed so drastically? No more real shopping sprees for the past one year... Always worrying about her non stop received bills, school fees, insurance blah blah blah. Every night on my bed i'm just thinking of ways to get more jobs and earn more money. And mostly, no more happy smiling Me. I'm trying very hard to pursue back my life again... Not only the monetary part but also the emotional part... The always laughing cheerfully smiling sweetly me... I will find it back... =)
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