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Another day wasted It's past 1 in the morning! Gona go to bed soon. Have to wake up at 10 the following day and prepare for Sunny again. Haiz.... Earlier in the day had been feeling terrible... Bad headache and felt a little hot... Had a 45 mins nap on my living room sofa after watching vcds. Pop 2 panadols few hours later... I'm so scared of the taste of Panadols after 'that day'... eEek! Felt a little better but can feel it coming back again!~
My fav darling Jason just msg moi... Said he saw someone that resembles me in Zouk... Asked if it was moi... Hahaa... Not me lah... Lao niang tmr still have to go work leh... I must be crazy if i'm there loh... Jason is the guy whom i've always felt that he's so close to my heart no matter what... We had a 不寻常的关系 for years liao... LoL~ My dearest precious darlinG boy... Love him to bits! Sort of miss the attachment days in Sunny... Time passes by real fast... Still can recall the first day of work, our thailand trip, our trainings... etC... Was really happy back then compared to now... No worries at all... Just waiting for sats to arrive every week... =) Hmm... Haiz. Anyway i know no point pondering about the past... In less than 4 months time i'm free from all these again... Hope that i'll be able to clear all my papers like how i used to. No supp paper! Hehee... Painted my nails and stuck on some crystal studs this afternoon... Meimei~~~ Hee~ It's been long since i've painted my nails leh... Yah... I'm lazy... But people no time mah... =( Wanted to clear my room today but ended up watching Vcds with my dad... Yah... Very good... He always does that... Repeating all the dramas again n again n again... Till my mom got so irritated upon hearing them... LoL~ I wana change the layout of moi room! But i duno how to... Duno what to shift to where leh... Currently this setting that i'm having is the best liao but i really wana change it! Still figuring out how to... Hee~ Told my mum i wana remove all the huggies from my bed le... Think she'll get rid of them tmr... LoL~ Damn irritating... I always stake them up above my head when i'm sleeping and they'll always fall on me halfway tru mOi sleep. KaOz~ @#$%#$@. I miss my tortoises... Just dug out my aroma therapy bottle... Dusty! eEee... Think i've left it untouched on moi shelf for like 20mths le? Hahaa... Really. Filled it up with the Lavender oil (one bottle costs me over 60 bucks loh) and lighted it... Hee... That smell again... So nice...  The smaller one on the left is really a beauty loh... Foto never do justice for you... Btw it's limited edition... Only 1000 pieces across the whole world... =P 为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲 纪念我死去的爱情 跟夜风一样的声音 心碎得很好听手在... Jay Chou again... Hehee... Sorry... =P I wana go for facial!!!!!!! But i scared i'll get breakouts... How? It's so terrible to be a girl... Haiz... Long since i've been to 四马路观音堂 liao... Should i go tmr? Or on sun... Hmm... My fren send me a link yesterday... http://media.putfile.com/bangla47 Hee... It's a stupid audio clip lah... About an ah beng scolding a bangla for calling his hp 6 times... Heard about this clip from 'someone else' before... Just non stop vulgarities loh... Abit irritating lah... Can listen to it if you're feeling abit boh liao... =) You guys catch 舞出彩虹 just now? Really happy for them when they won the competition!! HEhee... And also real happy for Yoyo who've overcome her psychological barrier... Really envy those who can dance well... I used to be a dancer too back when still in pri sch n early sec sch (really!) but gave up. Lost interest halfway... Sort of regretted now whenever i see people dancing on the stage. (o_O) oHhHhh!~~~ Realise that my msn namelist is real short compare to my bro's and the ones which i've seen... Have deleted too many folks away back then... My hp phonebook also... Think i've deleted most of the guys away... Only kept those whom i need their contacts. Dad ask me to accompany him to jog tmr morning (6+ that kind)... *fAinT* He must be joking! I rather be a fat flabby pig than sacrifice my sleep to look nice... My weight really fluctuate alot for the past two to three months... Guess my health is at it's pit bottom now since the day i was born. I hate to see doctors... And i hate it when 'people' ask me to see doctors when i told 'them' i'm sick... I only visit them for one serious reason which is to get MCs~ LoL~ Or for real reasons like what happen to me more than a month back... Terrible terrible terrible thing... =( Ehh... Gona go oror le! Tmr on will be a real busy week for me till next Sun... Totally occupied every single day... *dEad mEat* ... I've been slogging real hard to make ends meet... Guess it's good to keep myself busy always... =) Nitex fOlks! (Now that 'no one' arounds me objects to me perming hair... This idea comes back to me again... Shall i...?? =PpPpp )
Life is hard. hMmm...Anyone went fortune telling before?? Did this when i was just born leh... Hehee... Pester my mom to dig out that piece of paper the fortune teller wrote on...Certain parts (legible ones) damn true loh... My told me he said that if i were to get wounds on my face it'll be very easy to get scars that won't heal... (stranGe hor... Fortune teller can actually *suan* de chu this kind of things...) It's true! I've got obvious scars on my face which i've gotten them when i'm real young... Even before i enter primary school. By right they should have gone away since it's like more than 10yrs ago thing and i'm still so young! Read through the paper, some words that he wrote are real 'unreadable'... *shAkEs hEaD* Haiz... Told mama i wana go back to him and let him tell my fortune again but mum says he's dead liao leh... pianG eHh... If it says i will get married from 22-24 years old (chinese age) will i really get married at this age?? (I'm 22 years old for lunar calender liao leh...hMm...) If it says i'll give birth at 26-28 years old will i really give birth at this age?? I'm really really really very curious about it... Got a contact somewhere le... Thinking of whether to make that call for an appointment anot... *shrUGs* Btw there's an ulcer on my tongue... *bOo hOo HoO* !!! Very pain loh... It's not like those that's on my inner lips where i can bite it (yes... I do that. =P ) It's on mOi tongue nor! Feel so uncomfortable! It's at the tip of my tongue so my inner lip keep on feeling that one small lump against it... URGGgGgg!!! No school for tmr! Gona skip lecture.. Hehee... TekMedia called mOi le... Next wed going for training and here i'm back again after a year for RoadshOWs~ wEeEee~ I'm happy coz it's damn good money. But it also means damn long working hours and damn bloody crowds and damn lots of talking and damn lots of entertaining to do... Haiz... No choice... I need money... If i could tio Toto or 4D... Then i can go back to my taitai life again... How i wish.............................. I duno why but i've sort of given up my taitai life since early this year... Why did i gave it up...? For the whole of this year i've downgraded myself. In the past everyone knows, Jacki's never short of money. She'll buy whatever she wants without much thinking... She goes for good food to fill her stomach. Everyday seems like shopping day for her. She never worries about money and no there's no need for part time jobs. (only for fun) She lead a carefree life never worried about anything. She's happy then... Then. Why after slightly less than a year her life's changed so drastically? No more real shopping sprees for the past one year... Always worrying about her non stop received bills, school fees, insurance blah blah blah. Every night on my bed i'm just thinking of ways to get more jobs and earn more money. And mostly, no more happy smiling Me. I'm trying very hard to pursue back my life again... Not only the monetary part but also the emotional part... The always laughing cheerfully smiling sweetly me... I will find it back... =)
The past few days... I started working part time at Sunny le~ Hehee... Too bad i can only work on weekend... If not i can earn more money le... All thanks to my STUPID TIMETABLE! Haiz... Boh bian lah... People last year le mah... Sacrifice abit for my school loh... Next time wana go for tutorial also no chance liao... LoL~
But i seriously need money leh... Haiz... 我的苦谁能知... Stuffs i bought on Friday...~ Skirt from Little Match Girl... Think i going back to get another color... Navy green.. =P  Converse Gym baG... Comes in black white and pink 3 colors... Both lai meimei and Tammy says the pink one suits me better but in the end took this white... Abit regret leh... Haiz...  Converse Canvas... Wana get one for myself long agO! Finally got it liao.. Hee~  As for the other small items i very lazy to take their pics leh as they're not in moi room liao... Suan liao lah hor...? Hehee... Sat was officially moi 'first day of work' loh... LoL~ Can see that everyone is so happy to see me appearing~~~ Hahaa... Really hor... =P Was updating my file during the beginning part... Damn busy later on loh... Was talking the whole day till i'm really damn thirty... Care off everything to 2 mths preggy small Alice~ So happy for her... She can be a mother soon.............. I also wan... Hmm... Anyway... 'Discreetly' meet dua bee after that at Bugis... She was damn late loh... Reason shall not be disclosed...! LoL~ Then we took a bus over to chinatown. We stopped by at one of the streets on the way to k-stEr to makan~ Guo tie... Very nice... HEhee... Then met lai meimei at the k-stEr's buidling... It's kTv time again!~ wEeEee~ sanG from 11+ till 4 when they closed! Hahaa... Ending part of it we were playing those hiP hOp sonGs and we really blast the music till all the waiters walk past our room one by one and see what's going on inside... LoL~ You guy's won't know how fun it is! Few of the waiters actually dance as they walked past our room~ Hahaa... Sunday was terrible! I had 4 hours of sleep only~ *fAinT* My whole day in the office was actually doing my projeCt.... In another word, i'm paid to make use of my office facilities to do my project! =P Kekkez... Me, YinG, Lai Mei2 and Tam took a cab down to Holland V... Decided to dine at N.Y.D.c as it was the best out of the worst that we could see liao... I never laughed so much for so many months already... We were playing a game where each of us puts one of our hands on the table top then take turn we will say 'Wu Gui Wu Gui Cei' then raise one of our fingers. The other 3 will raise one of their fingers at the same time. If they raise the same finger as the one shouting 'WGWGC' then it's consider one foul... 3 fouls = forfeit... (I know it's childish but you will find it too fun when it's forfeit time!) All of use tio forfeit loh... I'm the damn suay one... Tio 4 times in a roll... I'm made to draw on my face 3 times and bite a paper with my name on top... (LoL~) The most funny one imo was Liyu's loh... She had to put the nydc gorilla on her shoulders and walk one round in the restaurant. It's damn diu lian loh... Everyone was looking at her laughing damn loudly and that gorilla is damn ugly wor... Hahaa... Towards the end even the waiters and waitresses were standing beside our table looking at our game. It's so fun! We really luff our hearts out... Long since i'm so happily laughing... =) But the more happy i am, the sadder i feel after that... I alight for my bus at Bugis while Tam n Liyu took the NEL. The bus journey back i feel exceptionally lonely... Duno why... And it's Jielun's songs again accompanying me... Haiz... Anyway yesterday and today met two 'old friends' on msn... Added them back onto my list liao... =) Btw KailinG bought a diamond ring today... Wah pianG~~ Was just telling YN yesterday that i wana get a diamond ring for myself then today kailinG was buying it liao... So good... I also wan one for myself but my wallet is stressing me out totally liao... I'm dyingggg................... Legs damn tired today from all the walking in Orchard. Just finish doing up HT Sem writeup guideline... I'm starting to feel the stress from school liao... And best of all the stress from bills... Haiz... Hope tmr will be a better day... I'm left with less than 6 hours of sleep again liao... 老天爷 please bless beibei... After so many things happening i can really feel my health failing me... Happiness and Health... Which would you choose? For me i choose Happiness... With a good body yet one's not happy... What's the use? I choose quality not quantity... So what do i have with me now...??? NONE!
My 2006 Trip. Hee I suddenly feel like my previous post is abit should-not-have-posted-it. Nevertheless... I'm tired le... I wana go sleep liao... Woke up at 3+ today... By right i should have felt quite fresh still mah... Hmm... I could have slept more... Lai mei mei loh... Gave me a call... This no called me the 2nd time for the day le... I saw the first at 12+... But i choose to ignore it and hug my phone to sleep while it's still vibrating in my right hand placed on my chest. Then it called the 2nd time at 3+... Same no coz i rem the 638*****... Call from hougang wOr~ She wanted to ask me go back to our Sunny Holidays office regarding our PT job loh... (FYI Sunny, a travel agency in Bugis was my attachment company of 7 mths) We have been dragging this thing for a week le... Yeah... I discarded my sleep lohh... Sit up and tok properly to her. She just couldn't make up her mind whether to go back and find him anot... AiyOz~ (Take note. She called me in the first place hor) Hee... Btw, Heng sian leh~~~ Yeap... Eventually we went back loh.
Did some shopping from the vouchers we've redeemed from our privi card~ Gotten myself a white Gym bag and Canvas shoes (i wanted one long ago) from Converse, a cream color skirt from LittleMatchGirl, Eye shimmer pot and eyeliner from Missha, Blusher from RedEarth, and last St Ives Masque from Watsons~ Wanted to take pics of them leh... But moi baby camera is with Dua Bee (大米,Tammy) leh... Tmr kay? When i got my cam back... Hehee... Initally we plan to watch a movie (LMM wanted to watch 'Just Like Heaven') after we're done with everything but our 'Boss' abit loh soh loh... We just never get straight to the point. Haiz. And little LMM... She just can't make up her mind what to eat. (Me also... =P) She name out all the restaurants in Bugis area loh. In the end we are not willing to part with our money to watch a weekend show. So we planned to take a bus trip over to pS to dine at Cafe Cartel. I even called 100 to enquire about their branch no. Wanted to find out what time they close coz by the time we finish shopping it's already 9+ loh. AiyOz~ Me: May i know what time do you all close? Cartel Staff: Helo..??? (in a 慌慌张张 tone) Me: May i know what time you all close?? (In a louder tone scared she can't hear me as background abit noisy) C S: You're looking for? Me: What time you close? (Abit bu nai fan liao) C S: Ehh... One fourty-five (Abit hesitant) Me: Okay... So you close at 1.45 hor. Last order at what time? C S: 11.45. Me: Okay... So last order at 11.45 right...? CS: Yah... We close 1.45 last order 11.45. Me: Okay you close at 1.45 and last order is at 11.45. Thanks... (I'm expecting a 'You're welcome' reply then i'll hang up when her reply comes...) C S: Yah... We close at 12.30 last order 11.45... Me: Okay... Thanks. (I quickly hang up le... Don't wish to continue this silly conversation with her anymore!) ?!?!?!?!???!!!???!?!?!?!?!??!???????????!???!??!?!!! I really duno what to say loh... She make me so damn fucking blur loh! And i also duno why i keep on repeating the timing to her time and again. Because she sounds blur and hesitant?? Maybe loh... Well... Anyway we were already at the busstop waiting for the bus to pS... Then we were abit unsure of where to go leh... Hahaa... (Girls are like that loh) Then LMM suggested kTv at k-stEr... Then i suggested dinner at Chomp-ChomP. Then she suggested Geylang or chinatown and cafes near pS mRt... pianG~ We are back to square one loh... Duno where to go and what to eat. In the end we stayed, cross the road back to Bugis... Wanted to dine at Terra Cafe but upon hearing that soup of the day was Cream of Tomato (eEee...wats that) we ji tao sian 1/2 loh... Then swensens close at 10.30 (It's 10 by then). We end up at Mos Burger... (She wanted this initially loh)... Alright... LoL~ "很 sian leh... 我得每天面对你到我们从 krabi 回来 loh... Wah laoz..." This is what i told little Lai Mei Mei... And to think that our Krabi trip is actually next year March... AiyOzZzz~ Toking about my Krabi trip... Hehee... I've booked for the Air tix le! On this Tues. To Krabi and Bangkok for next year March.. LoL~ Abit early to book now hor...? But boh bian... People on budget mah... Tiger Airways promo Singapore fly to Krabi then fly back from Bangkok like that tax all in per person only $99.46 nett. Dirt cheap can... It's a super last min decision to go loh... Hehee... Will be going for a 10D9N trip... LonG rite...? LoL~ I'm so excited now loh can... Will be going with one girlfriend - Liyu Lai Meimei. 2 girls go there should be okay hor...? Not that dangerous right... Generally Thailand's a very safe place to me. Thai people are all very kind souls. =) I really duno what to do in Krabi leh... In fact i've never been to a beach resort. Hehee. I know i very suaku lah. But i don't like the sun loh. That's why... =P Plan to stay in krabi for 5 nights. Will be doing island hopping, snorkelling, self pamperings like spas and massages. What else to do there? Don't suggest rock climbing hor... I know it's famous for that but it's impossible for us to go and climb loh. We duno at all and are not keen to learn. Hee. Haiz. Actually nothing to do in fact right. I know... =( 5 nights in Krabi... Is it seriously too long..? Anyway i'll be getting travel insurance lah in case there's anything last minute that happened coz next year March is really way ahead from now loh. =) I really can't wait to go for moi trip... Hehee... Ehh... Mai gong liao.. I wan go sleep le... Tmr will be my first official Kai Gong day in Sunny Holidays hor... Hmm... Program for tmr after work - KTV!~ HEhee... The-Night-Is-Still-Young !~ Bleah! Good night!
刻永世爱你的碑 Bus trips, train trips, or when i'm waiting for my friends i'll only have his company. 形影不离 is what i can say about moi and all the sonGs on my mp3 player~ =P They can actually make me tear suddenly on the bus... Then i'll have to try hard and fought them back in order to avoid unusual stares from people. I'm sorry but i have to do something like this in order to complete my post. If you dun like JieLun then too bad. *stick oUt tongue* I wanted to do this fer very long le but it's too ley chey! So i can only tu and tuu... Hehee... Now moi kick is here! YeaH!~ 断了的弦再怎么连 我的感觉你已听不见 你的转变像断掉的弦 再怎么接音都不对 --- Isn't this very true? When the heart's dead it's totally dead. Feelings change, attitude change. 如果说分手是痛苦的起点 那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍 想要对你说的不敢说的爱 会不会有人可以明白 --- <<轨迹>> I really love this song... 为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲 纪念我死去的爱情 跟夜风一样的声音 心碎的很好听.........而我为你隐姓埋名 在月光下弹琴 --- vOila~ Super romantic loh... But it's a sad song if you've watch the mtv before... =( 我一路向北离开有你的季节 你说你好累已无法再爱上谁 --- I have this feeling now... That kind of tired feeling... Haiz... 缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 --- <<枫>> 你发如雪纷飞了眼泪我等待苍老了谁.........红尘醉微醺的岁月我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑 --- 'Love you for all my lifes carved on the tombstone' 想回到过去试著抱你在怀里.........想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面 祇要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜.........试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去 --- Haiz... 转身离开你有话说不出来 海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外 我们的爱争议一直存在回不来 永久真爱竟累积成伤害 转身离开分手说不出来.........当初彼此不够成熟坦白不应该.........爱深埋珊瑚海 --- A duet song... I really love the lyrics alot. Esp the part in bold... I love Jay Chou coz he's real talented. His songs really touch your heart. I love talented people. =) . . . . . . (Sorry... I know this will be a boh liao post for those who are not into JieLun... But........ Sooooo??? This is my blog wor... I write what i like... =) Jay rOCkx biG time loh... ) P.S : For those who can't view chinese for my postings please Click on VIEW (top of IE window) then ENCODING and choose UNICODE (UTF-8). The page will refresh itself and you'll be able to view moi chinese words!~ =)
My Guy *wiNkx* Why is there something call sadness in this world?
Why is there something call pain in this world? Recently saw lots of busstop with ads related to DEPRESSION. The Cardinal Signs of Depression --> Lack of motivation --> Suicidal thoughts or recurrent thoughts of death --> Feelings of inadequacy --> Confusion --> Self-hatred, self-harm --> Social withdrawal --> Forgetfulness --> Appetite disorder and weight fluctuation --> Irrational fear --> Intolerance --> Poor concentration --> Sleep disorder Hmm... What if there's someone who's experiencing all of them? Hmm.... How to make oneself forget about something? The fastest way will be to focus your concentration on another thing!~ =) Just like when a guy falls out of love... How does he forget about her? Date someone else loh... That's how cheap guys are... LoL~ So what i'm gona do now...? Hehee... I'm gona focus fully on this one guy... I had this big poster of him placed at the head of my bed... Every night when i go to sleep i just look at him... *sonG* LoL~ wEll well weLl... whO is hE??? Those who knows me definitely knows! Everyday i just have to listen to his songs... If now i can't sleep... My mP3 player is totally filled with all his songS... Everyday on the way to work, on the way out, on the way home, he's my only company. I love him... I LOVE JAY CHOU!!!! HEHEE~ Know what's music to my ears? LyriCs plays a great important part wor... KudOs to Fang Wen Shan... =) During the past few months is when i really go deep into his songs listening to each detail part and studying all the words. wOw...~ Great work... But one thing not that suiting to me is the song is written for a guy to sinG... So i'm a girl ah ma... Thay make me happy, they make me sad... They make me smile sweetly from my heart, they make me cry painfully from my heart... - Quoted from My Date With A Vampire 3 - Tian Yi Xian Sheng: Yan lei shi nu ren zui you yong de liao shang gong ju. (Tears is the most useful healing tool for women) Yao Chi Sheng Mu: Cuo le. Yan lei zhi neng ran nu ren zhang shi ma zui zhi ji de gong ju. (Wrong. Tears is only a temporary way to numb themselves.) It goes something like that lah... Can't really remember the exact words they use liao... It's great... Great theory... Haiz... My Date With A Vampire 3 is not for a sad person... Serious... You will CRY LIKE HELL! =)
*yAwNx* Alright.... Can this be consider 70% done..? HEhee... What's left will be the tagboard and some touch-ups here and there bah...
One question here... Why can't chinese be read in this stupid blog! It's like when i view it in the posting list it's chinese words loh... But when in my blog it become RUBBISH WORDS liao... Damn dulan loh... This always happens... In my each and every bloG... Kaoz... I'm really helpless about this loh... Anyone can help mOi... =( *yAwnXxXxx...*** I wana ororr le leh... Tmr's tutorial at 4pm... 2pm have to wake up wOr~ Hehee... I'm taking up an extra subject - Chinese class... LoL~ Will post about it after my lesson tmr... Hahaa... NiteYs~
A Fresh New Start. =) Alright... Don't be shocked people... I deleted that old one and started a brand new bloG all over again under the same name... Meaning sleepless nights again loh... LoL~
Well... Really wana start everything all over again. Holding on to that old blog does no good to me at all loh. I don't like whatever's inside. Make me feel so Half-Sky-Hang (半天吊). Haiz... I will be a happy girl again. I promise all of you out there... I'm fine already. Serious... =) Anyway something happy to share with you all first~ Jk's going Krabi and bangkok for a 10D9N trip next year march...! Hahaa! Will elaborate more again kay... Gona work on moi blog le... Will not be a fanciful one anyone... Simple one will do... TatA~ =P
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